Sunday, May 22, 2011

stupid

ate too much. was doing good calorie wise and then just kept on eating. wasn't hungry. was actually full. but just kept on eating. lots of candy. too much candy.
group tomorrow. too fat for group.
fuck im too fat.
tempted to cut.
too scared to set boundaries.
more kisses. lips burning.
want to cut cut cut.
faaaaaaaaaaat.
fuck. fuck. fuck a duck.
good night.

3 words from my listeners:

Nikki said...

please dont cut. go get some rest, youll feel better in the morning.

<3 <3

AlwaysStriving said...

love you <3

jellyworms said...

do some exercise instead of cutting, usually helps me. or take a nap, anything to put your mind at ease. hope youre ok <3

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