GRRR

So no binge today but still lots and lots of food. I ate cereal for breakfast, snacked on a Special K bar and oatmeal raisin cookies, and had sweet and sour meatballs with rice for dinner. Then for dessert I had glazed apples with vanilla ice cream and 3 1 inch squares of peanut butter fudge. It was all really good but of course with the good comes the bad. The bad was I gained 2.4 pounds of food weight. fuck fuck FUCK! (You know I've realized I have quite the potty mouth on here. Does that bother anyone?) I am so mad. It would be one thing if I binged, but to just eat that normally? I mean WTF? I hate myself for eating today. I will do better tomorrow. I will only eat dinner. All we are having for dinner tomorrow is Campbell's Chunky chicken noodle soup. I will eat only that. I don't need food. I need skinny.
"THIN, where the hell have you been?"