Tuesday, January 25, 2011

today was

better. I didn't eat like a pig tonight. I still feel like I ate too much. I had a cheesy bean and rice burrito from Taco Bell (490) and a swiss cake roll thing (240). Gah! That's a lot. Fucking fat ass. Okay, enough of that.
Today was my first day of Principles of Cell and Molecular Biology and College Algebra. I think I'm going to enjoy my biology class. Algebra should be okay. I passed my intermediate class with flying colors. =)
I had my therapy session today. I had a serious anxiety attack. My therapist wanted to take me to my safe place. When she asked me to close my eyes, I started freaking out. I started crying and telling her I couldn't do. I was telling her I was scared because we were in a small room with the door closed with just me and her. I couldn't handle it. I was just so scared. I knew logically that she wasn't going to hurt me, but I just had an irrational fear. It was just horrible. We had to leave her office and take a little walk. That calmed me down a little bit. It was just really hard.
Group was good. I participated a little bit. I wasn't really anxious. It was different to be calm. It was much more enjoyable that way.
Well I guess that was all. Good night loves. Thanks for all the support. =)

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SilentNightmare said...

Reading but lacking words right now

NightFlower said...

I'm sorry that happened at the therapy session :( It's good that you feel calmer in group though. And it's great that your classes are good :]
Haha my comments suck at the moment. I'm reading though. :] Take care xxx

Iris said...

Glad group went better than the therapy session. I hope all of your classes go well and are enjoyable!

Vampire said...

Aw that's not a bad binge at all <3

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