Day 2

Today went well as well. <--hehe That's funny to say. I thought about it before typing it and almost didn't type it, but then I realized that it sounded amusing so I decided to type it. Did that confuse anybody? lol.
My day started off nice and relaxing. I got to sleep in til after 10 am. It was heaven. It was nice to sleep in late. I took my shower. That was nice too. My grandma informed me that my mom was on her way over and she was going to join us for breakfast. I was super excited to see my mom again. I just saw her on Monday but it seemed like forever. Anyways, we had pancakes and turkey bacon for breakfast. I had two of each. I had a glass and a half of lite V8 Fusion. It seems like a lot but it was less calories than if I would have had one glass of the regular V8. 0.o My mom's ordering me a magazine. I was tempted to ask her to order some fashion mags for thinspo but decided against it. It would have been suspicious. So instead, I just got a magazine I always read. =) I think my grandma ordered a magazine or two as well. Oh and it's for my little sister. She's selling magazines for Girl Scouts. After getting the magazine orders figured out, my mom left. It made me kind of sad but she had stuff to do. I helped my grandparents clean the house. I hate their vaccuum with a passion. >.< I even cleaned my bathroom. I didn't clean the shower or the floor though because I was lazy. 0.o It was in the 70s today, so we went to the park and walked around. It felt so nice. I should have run but I just relaxed and walked with my grandparents. It was still exercise. After our walk, we went to McDonalds. That makes sense. Walk and burn calories just to eat it all back. I had a snack size Oreo McFlurry (330). Stupid decision.  Then I also had a cookie (180).  We came home and I got on the computer. I sent my friend a super long message explaining to her some boundaries that I want to set. She said she wants us to be back to normal and she'll talk to me more. I found something really ironic that she said. She told me the reason why she doesn't tell me stuff is because she's scared I'll tell my mom who will then turn and tell her mom. It's like no, I wouldn't do that. It's ironic though because that's exactly how I felt about telling her my plan. So I don't know. I told her that right now I am hesitant to talk to her and that I just want to talk about easy stuff. I don't want to delve into deep feelings. She said she'll respect that. I cooked dinner (spaghetti and turkey meatballs). I ate too much of it. Then I had a yogurt. Then I ate a package of Poptarts (400). Today I did horrible food wise. I felt feel like a pig. I really wanted to purge but instead told myself that I would burn off some of the calories. So I did The Biggest Loser: Last Chance Workout. I doubt I burned very many calories but at least I did something productive. =) Now I'm getting ready for bed but before I go, something positive.

Positive(s) of the Day:
-I saw my mom.
-I accomplished one of my goals for the week.
-I resisted a very strong urge.
-It was a nice day outside.
-The good feeling was still here.

Well good night everyone. Thanks for your support!