Saturday, March 26, 2011

unpleasant pleasant moments

So I am on my period. It sucks. It's a pure sign of fatness. fucking fat bitch But that's not my point. I have a massage today. I am very nervous about it. I don't remember what I weighed when I went last time. I think I've gained weight. She's going to think I'm fat. I can't blam her though. I am. I'm very surprised to have lost weight this morning. I binged on ice cream, Ho Hos, and cupcakes last night with all the fighting I was doing with everyone. But it doesn't matter. I lost and I guess that's what counts. So that puts me at 107.4 pounds. fat fat fat Oh and for the person who asked my height, I'm 5'4". That puts me at a BMI of 18.3. I have 16.4% body fat. That is 17.6 pounds of fat. Gross. I can't believe that I'm that covered in fat. Although really, I can. So yeah. Okay, I guess that's all for now. Just wanted to inform you of my period, my massage, and my weight.
Have a good day!

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2 words from my listeners:

heiscertainlyworthit said...

You're not fat!
I'm glad that you've come on now, but this doesn't mean that you're fat - it means that you have enough iron and vitamins and stuff in you.
Well done on your test :) I said you'd do fine, believe in yourself more :D
I hope that your massage went well, and that you weren't to anxious.
Staystrong xx

GraceyJ said...

enjoy your massage you lucky thing! stay strong please?

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