Monday, March 14, 2011

I quit..

the IOP that is. A stroke of good fortune fell into my lap on the way to IOP tonight. Insurance is refusing to pay. My mom had a financial aid plan set up for when insurance ran out but I told her I didn't want to do it. It was just what I needed to escape. Fuck recovery. Losing weight is all that matters. (For all of you in recovery, I fully support you in your journey. I'm just not ready for it myself.) So that was that. No more plans of recovery for me. I think I'm going to go cut now. It's time for a total relapse.

5 words from my listeners:

minimimis said...

Try and remember what made you want to seek recovery in the first place... this life will do nothing but eat away at your happiness. Why not try a more affordable option like group therapy or even private therapy with a psychologist who has experience treating eating disorders. Will your insurance just not pay for IOP or is any service offered by Renew not covered? I believe Renew also offers group or private therapy that isn't part of their IOP.

Other treatment options in Kansas City:

http://www.insightkc.org/group_therapy_for_eating_disorders_in_kansas_city.html

http://www.researchpsychiatriccenter.com/CustomPage.asp?guidCustomContentID=44288BDA-A441-4B0C-A63B-5ADC2F6B9A76

Individual Therapy Dietitian Consultation
400 E Red Bridge Rd., Suite 304
Kansas City Missouri 64131
USA
816-942-1811

You have other options!

Kari said...

Thanks for your comment girl, and remember I just want you to be happy.

I also wanted to tell you I really like the new look.

Glitch said...

awe - just want you happy. <3 and if this makes you happy, then I'm happy for you! :)

Iris said...

Feel better, Amber.

Lissy said...

Makes me sad but I can't say I don't understand. The most important thing- FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LOOK AFTER YOURSELF!!!!!!!!! xxxxxxx

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