Wednesday, February 2, 2011


I have a problem.

It just seems like

I think about suicide a lot.

I have a question.

I hurt so bad and really,

I just don’t understand.

It’s like

I just feel so

Suicide is the way out, because believe me

I take medication to help me feel better

I mean really

I can’t help but to wonder

I’m so tempted.

Come on now.

It’s okay.


I know what to do.

It’s fate.

What’s going to happen next?

I’m going to do this.

I’m sorry.


6 words from my listeners:

Becky said...

No no no! Darling, please talk to me!! I'm so scared for you right now.
You can Email me:
Or you can call me or text me: 832 215 9195

I never give out my number but you're too important to lose! I love reading your blog and getting comments from you and I know it's just an online thing but I feel so connected to all of you because we are all going through the same shit. We're all here to support each other, please let us help you.

Vampire said...

AMBER. NO. You aren't allowed to. Oh my God. Please don't. Please. You're a beautiful person and I love you and you have so much to live for. Just think of it this way... it can't get worse so it HAS to get better. Oh God please don't do it. Please... Oh God. I love you.

SilentNightmare said...

Please post to let us know if you're still alive. Really worried about you hun, i hope you didn't go through with your plans *hugs*.

GraceyJ said...

your miss creative. please love stay strong . we love you and we need you here!

Lissy said...

NO NO NO NO NO NO. Please be okay? Are you okay? Please say you're okay. Email me or something? Please- I probably shouldn't post this on here but hey I don't care-

EMAIL ME NOW. And be okay! Lots of love xxxxxx

Nikki said...

A girl I was in the hospital with just passed away last weekend please please please don't do it, that's three people now who have passed from their eds, suicide, it is hard but you will get thru don't give up hun zoxo

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