Tuesday, December 28, 2010

it's been awhile

and I'm not sure how I've been. Christmas day was fairly nice. I got a new camera!! I got some new clothes. I'll take pictures and show you guys. I got a puzzle, a docking station for my i-pod, the latest Carrie Underwood CD, a bracelet, a ring, a coffee mug (weird gift but I really enjoy it! Nightmare Before Christmas baby!!), a picture frame that was supposed to be for graduation (which happened in June), a journal thing, and some Wii games to share with the family. It was a pretty good Christmas. We ate pancakes for brunch. They were yummy. We played our new Wii games. They were fun. Dinner was good I suppose. I stuffed my face. Then I had to stuff it even more. I forced myself to eat 1/8 of a pumpkin pie with whipped cream!! I was so full I thought I was going to throw up as I was eating it. I got it all down though. On Sunday, we went to my aunt's house for a snack/meal thing. I felt super fat when I was there, especially because I had binged on Puppy Chow right before we left. (fat ass!) I switched back over to stay with my grandma and grandpa. Let me just say, I was a mess. I felt so depressed on Sunday. I cried the whole way home. Then I cried so more when I laid down to go to sleep. It was horrible. Monday was better though. I weighed in at 113.8!! I know that is still really fat but it's waay better than I thought it would be! =D I went shopping with my grandma and grandpa. I got a new pair of jeggings from Kohl's. I didn't even know there was such a thing as jeggings until I got home and looked at the tag. lol. I'm so dumb! It must be 'cause I'm blonde. jk jk! They look super cute with my new shirts though. :) Downside is they make my thighs look uber fat. ='( I bought some black boots today to go with my new jeggings and shirts. It looks super cute! That is not something I would say about my clothes or even myself. But for once, I felt good. I still felt fat, but I thought I looked cute in a way too. I ate too much today. I'm sure I'll have gained. :( It's okay though. I can will lose this weight! I guess that's all the excitement. Night loves!

Oh and p.s. I dropped my phone in the toilet so now I get a new one!!

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Kari said...

It's awesome to hear that you found an outfit that makes you feel cute. And you're still totally skinny, no matter how you feel.

danae said...

lol i've dropped my phone in the toilet before, was so devastated, but at least you can get a new one. sounds like you got some awesome gifts. i would give anything to be 113, i bet you're a skinny-minnie :) xx

*Broken* said...

Sorry about your phone, that sucks!
It´s great that you found an outfit that makes you feel pretty, I´m really glad =)
xx

Vampire said...

Whoa that post seemed really happy =) Just reading it made me smile

Elisabethgrace said...

Sounds like you had a good Christmas.
Don't worry, everyone eats a lot on Christmas.
Sounds like you're feeling a bit happier, which is awesome! =]
Hope you're doing okay. You'll be fine!
You're doing amazingly well.
Take care.
x

chasingsarcasm said...

I feel you about the whole Jegging thing. I love them, they're super cute but they make me look like a whale. >.<

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