Friday, December 17, 2010

=) to =/

Well, today was a pretty good day. I didn't wake up until 11 am. Yay for sleep! I got on the computer and checked my e-mail. It was then that I saw an old friend of mine had requested me on facebook. I was like yay! So I quickly got on facebook and added her. I checked some of my other notifications. Then my little chat window popped up! It was Hanna! So we were talking and facebook stalking. I asked about her new baby. She has the cutest baby girl who also has a H name. She's only 3 weeks. Super cute! We talked for probably an hour, reminiscing old times. Hanna was a friend of mine from one of the placements I was in. I saw that she had added one of the staff members who used to work there. I decided to send Ms. J a message. I was happy in my message and was telling her all the things I had accomplished since the last update. Ms. J responded back a few hours later and told me how proud she was of me. She told me that she didn't work at the hospital anymore and had even moved to another state! It was funny though because at the end of her message she was like "You're 18 now, you don't have to call me "Ms."!! :)" It cracked me up. It would be so weird though to not call her Ms. J. I added another friend from the hospital. I haven't talked to her in ages. Hopefully we'll get a chance to catch up soon. =)
Then I helped my grandma bake cherry cream cookies. Those are yummy. I was playing the piano (horribly I might add) while we were waiting for them to cook. I like playing the piano even if it is out of tune. lol. Just makes me sound even better. ;)
My grandma wanted to get together with my great aunt and uncle, my aunt and cousin, and my mom, dad, and sisters for dinner. I suggested IHOP (International House of Pancakes). Only my aunt and uncle, my grandparents, my mom and younger sister, and I went. It was super yummy. I love pancakes. I like trying all the different syrups! I'm a dork! O.o
This is when my =) day turned into a =/ day. On the way home from IHOP, my stomach became increasingly full. I felt so full I could throw up. All I wanted to do was purge. Thankfully I was in the car and couldn't do that. I just listened to Christmas music and tried to tune myself out. It worked. When I changed into my pj's and weighed myself, I was disgusted. I gained 2.6 pounds today. That means I'm going to have gained at least a pound tomorrow. FML. I was doing so good. Obviously I want to be fat forever. I'm going to do better tomorrow. I have to do better tomorrow.
Well it's getting late and I'm tired. So good night!

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Kari said...

I love all the syrups at IHOP too! I'm sorry you feel like you ate more than you wanted, but I think you should recognize that it's awesome that you didn't purge, even if you didn't really have a choice. Cherry cream cookies sound really interesting, what goes in them?

Shannice said...

eh you , i'm glad you had a good time = ) and i'm proud of you for eating them cookies xD and hey don't worry about your weight , it's just a number xxx

*Broken* said...

I´m proud of you for not purging! Doon´t weight yourself after you eat or drink, it´ll drive yourself nuts!
Those cokkies sounds yummy!
xx

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