sorry

for failing at posting lately. I didn't get on the computer at all yesterday due to sleeping, psychiatrist appointment, a showing (of the house), dinner, and driver's ed homework. The homework was HARDDDDDDD!
Did not want to wake up this morning. I slept through 3 alarms. fucking pathetic. I'm just so tired.
Driver's Ed day two went well. I took notes and took a test which I'm hoping I got 90% on. Otherwise, I'll have to retake it.
Ate a crap load of (unhealthy) food today because I'm a fat ass.
Went to the pool TWICE.
First time went well, minus flashing the whole world multiple times. Stupid suit kept going down on the obstacle course.
Second time, not so hot. I was having a lot of ED thoughts. My thighs seemed to have grown to the size of tree trunks. I had to hide them with a towel. I also hid my tears underneath a towel. I hate the pool the second time. I just wanted to come home.
Now I'm home and blogging. Don't know what else to say.
Night loves.