twirling, spinning, running in circles.
so confused.
all alone.
just want it to stop.
heart beating, racing.
please stop for i don't want to be alive.
slow down.
slower
and
slower
til you no longer beat.
kill me heart beat.
cease to be.
make me as dead as i feel inside.
my head is clouded.
can't see straight.
i should take them.
i know i should take them.
what's stopping me?
really, what is stopping me?