Wednesday, August 17, 2011

do you remember...

my last plan?
my last overdose?
the last time I said I was suicidal?
I do.
It's the same as now.
I had that same plan today.
More pills readily available to take.
I shouldn't take them.
How tempting it is.
"What good would that do?"
Maybe it would kill me.
Please let it kill me.
I just want to lay down to go to sleep and never wake up.
I have the choice.
It's as simple as take the pills or don't.
But really, it's not that simple.
I want to die.
I don't want to go to the hospital.
Does it hurt much to die?
Please let me die.
Kill me.

3 words from my listeners:

Nikki said...


i love you <3

we'll talk tomorrow.


Lissy. said...

Well you better bloody not take them! Seriously woman! Facebook me for chatsys if you want. Lots of love xxx

CAliChica said...

ik how u feel, n honestly ur nt gnna prve anything 2 urself if u do ,u have the opportunity 2 b amazing . DONT WASTE IT xoxo much luv

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