umm..hi

Before I get started, I just wanted to say that you might not want to read this. Not just this post, but any post I ever type. I'm a pessimist to put it nicely. I'm not a good person. I think I'm a monster. I would recommend not getting to know me because I will only end up hurting you. I guess what I'm trying to say is don't get attached because I will only push you away. Am I doing that already? Hmm. I guess I'm just not worth anyone's time. Maybe once and awhile the sun will come out and you might see a side of me you've never seen before. But really, expect a monster.