tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post7270561677100031436..comments2023-06-13T04:35:36.536-05:00Comments on Thoughts of a MONSTER: going back for a visitunbeautifulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04302004966927334786noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-899576549993162652011-05-23T18:29:56.245-05:002011-05-23T18:29:56.245-05:00"The question is, how do I convince myself it..."The question is, how do I convince myself it's okay to eat? How do I convince myself I'm skinny enough to see my friends? I don't know. I'm conflicted. "<br /><br />I'm in the same boat as you are, my dear. And know that if your friends don't mention your weight loss, it doesn't mean that they don't notice, they might just not want to make you uncomfortable by bringing it up. I've had times where I was so sad and felt so fat when people wouldn't say anything...and then later they'd tell me they just didn't want to make a fuss over me and put me on the spot. <br /><br />Please try to eat. Or maybe do what I'm doing and make some all natural smoothies? It makes me want to crawl out of my skin to think about how I'm keeping these calories down...but its a hell of a lot better than binging! Its a good way to give your body some nutrients if you aren't up for eating <3 <br /><br />Love you. And thank you thank you thank you for never giving up on me and for always being there for me. You're an angel. I think you're the only one who reads my blog now, and it means a lot <3AlwaysStrivinghttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08055757955096777107noreply@blogger.com