tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post2066719354713752005..comments2023-06-13T04:35:36.536-05:00Comments on Thoughts of a MONSTER: A cutter's lullabyunbeautifulhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04302004966927334786noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-44619487730043408892011-02-12T05:19:42.582-06:002011-02-12T05:19:42.582-06:00you are amazing , i love you girl ! stay safe, i k...you are amazing , i love you girl ! stay safe, i know how hard it is not cut, it often makes the person feel like shit if they get a lecture. so i won't lecture you, just stay safe >3Shannicehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12973815832451281602noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-27880091237559002832011-02-11T19:32:23.002-06:002011-02-11T19:32:23.002-06:00You are such a kind and wonderful person,
Love u...You are such a kind and wonderful person, <br /><br />Love u too hun, <br />xxXXxxscared bloggerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14100641759063098581noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-42053521145460126652011-02-11T15:16:54.250-06:002011-02-11T15:16:54.250-06:00This is sad :[ I read your previous posts, and I&#...This is sad :[ I read your previous posts, and I'm really sorry about the cutting.<br />You're amazing, don't forget that. :[<br />Take care xxxNightFlowerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00027465522409687961noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-5436774436839211062011-02-11T07:46:51.653-06:002011-02-11T07:46:51.653-06:00Please take care of yourself *hun*Please take care of yourself *hun*SilentNightmarehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04149487775782837606noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-24371452545122549402011-02-11T07:36:42.059-06:002011-02-11T07:36:42.059-06:00this was really moving.
i don't understand the...this was really moving.<br />i don't understand the cutting as a person who does it,<br />but i'm trying to understand it as best as i can from<br />an outside perspective. this really made me feel a leap<br />and a jump closer to it i think thanks!!<br /><br />i also found this good when i was scouring, so i'll share<br /><br />Blood transforms the warm bath water<br />and, in it, I see weakly<br />that this was a mistake.<br />The razor’s cut is not deep, nevertheless<br />the blood rushes out happily in the warm<br />water as if kin to it, the same<br />tender substance.<br />Rising<br />a new person<br />transformed with an icy<br />sense of error<br />I go to the sink and turn on cold water<br />which is not friendly to blood.<br />The cut is deeper than imagined.<br />It hurts.<br />Splashes on the pale gold tile,<br />bright red bursts like sunlight,<br />like exclamation points—Another Error!<br />I wrap a small towel around my wrist.<br />A small towel indicates a small error.<br />Soaked through<br />the towel’s gold is tarnished.<br />There is an innocent joy in the blood’s<br />flow that the towel and I cannot absorb.<br />These spurts, worth twenty dollars a pint<br />on the market, sense themselves unmarketable now.<br />Another towel wrapped tight in terror<br />slows everything down. On a blue velvet<br />love seat from which love has wandered I<br />sit waiting. I am an angel with an alert<br />backbone. I am purified from the business<br />of panic.<br />–Joyce Carol Oates, “Passing an Afternoon”Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-3130970663121402602011-02-11T03:12:09.767-06:002011-02-11T03:12:09.767-06:00i hope you're doing okay hun, try and keep pos...i hope you're doing okay hun, try and keep positive, things will get better even though it doesn't quiet seems like it now.<br />you should definitely recommend that book to your teacher, and which book did you read of Elie Wiesel's?<br />xxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1844283020684002521.post-2084585962312108422011-02-10T22:39:44.518-06:002011-02-10T22:39:44.518-06:00Didn't expect to cry, but I guess I'm not ...Didn't expect to cry, but I guess I'm not feeling as well as I told myself I was today.<br /><br />Hope you're alright.Irishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06511224537197808273noreply@blogger.com